12/12/12~

i may be smiling right now but i'm trying to hold it in....i'm strongly clutching my two hands...you're being...deceived when i'm saying i'm o.k...i am shedding all my tears behind your back...i's sorry, you collapse before me,..i want to smile in your memory,.like a fool, i just smile at you..you're not a bad, in my heart...the tears shed for me, put those tears away..she will hurt, because of me, so i want to hold it in..my hearts that beats from deep inside, ..i just bury it as something only i know, ..i want to see your smile till the end..like yesterday, just smile at me..i hide my feelings, i hide it for you so i need to hold myself back..i will let you go~



#why are you crying for me? you should alwways brightly smile,.. forget me, brush me off and leave in peace, don't you belive me? i don't want to bring you down, and this is the art of song words of the same meaning with fragments of my conscience. end story forever. hopefully it is the last one for me through.. insyaAllah. amin~